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Fuck. Seriously. i took semester exams lightly this year and thought they weren't gonna be that hard. Well guess what..they are fucking hard. I just came from studying chemistry and it's horrible. I swear I do not understand chemistry the least bit. WTF?! I swear chemsitry is annoying me. This and Math. I think those are the two that are biting me in my ass the most. I know, I suck at mathematical things...at least I don't have to study for English or Spanish. History was easy it was just revising. Thn I'm gonna have to study Bio...well that's for Friday, so I don't have to worry about that now. Anyways.

This rant was fueled by IB. :]

I just saw some really nice sites on Uber.com, and I think this might be the site to make a serious online portfolio. I mean the quality of some of the sites is just amazing. For Example: This Guy has a lot of great work which I kind of fell in love with. I just don't know anymore... I don't know what to do with which service. I whish you could try websites before having to sign up for them :/.

Anyways.

I bought

I have to say that it is quite different from the EP and from Visible Forms, and I didn't like it immediately as with the first albums. But this album has some beautiful lyrics, and some nice violin parts. Although I have to say that it is a lot more beast structured than free formed as it use dto be before (which is one of the reasons I like it less than the last albums). I'm listening to it , and Dalälven has to be my favourite track of the CD. And this might again be because there is no beat in it.

It's a nice album though :).

It's weird. I don't know why I'm feeling this way...I just do. I knew this guy. I didn't know him very well, but i've  met him like 5 or 6 times. I always had a nice talk with him, actually quite intensive ones that would often last for hours. He was a person I just clicked with...we had a lot of the same interests, even though he was a bunch older than me. Well today, I met him again... we talked for a long time. Then he had to go, and said "Bye....iI guess this is the last time we're gonna see each other" I was confused and asked him why and he told me he was moving away. We shook hands and I said goodbye, and then he left the room. It just seems strange that he just left, and I'm probablly never going to see him again. He wasn't particularly important in my life, but I know that at some point I'm going to miss him. Ways of people cross and then often go far apart. This is one of the things that freaks me out.  Maybe at some random point I'm gonna think about one of our conversations, and I'm just never gonna know where he's gone....what happened to him. I wish there was a way we could all be connected, and get instant updates of what's up with a person. Sure that exists on the internet, but I'm rather talking about something that updates itself...something that you don't have to sing up for.

I'm gonna miss you dude...even though you're never gonna read this, thank you for our conversations and good luck with your kid.  

This Worl Lit paper is annoying me! I swear this rigid struncture! How the hell am I supposed to be writing somehting without any creative freedom.

Horrible!

I'm not sure how I feel. I talked to my biology teacher today, and she said that the objectives for next years test were already available. So I think if I start studying in a few month I can easily get through this test (I hope), then there is just those other 4 tests I need to take :]. Yup IB is a fucking bitch! Also...SO MANY CAS ENTRIES! I swear I'm drowning in entries and everything! Also (lol I jump from thing to thing) I found some AWESOME study guides for IB, I'm so totally gonna use those! I don't know. For now there is only semesters standing in my way :[ I think they'll be ok!

Seriously. Fuck. I'm seeing the people who are in IB Bio SL this year, I saw their study guides, their exams, and if not for everything their breakdown. They are done with the subject today. I saw them celebrating, yelling screaming and kissing the floor (eww), and then I got thrown in my face that my exam was going to be so fucked I won't make it. But i don't let them get to me. I think i may have a really great study strategy for next year, and I'm just gonna focus more on IB. Seriously, IB is eating my life. I  think I'm gonna have to take my TV uout of my room because I've been getting too distracted by it, and I think it might be afecting my grades (I'm not sure though). Anyways, now that this is over, I have semesters coming up. Hoooooraaaaay....but in comparison to the IB exams, I think that these are gonna be easy. Maybe it's just part of growing up, but semesters do seem just llike a regular test now.

But there is another thing. College. I am seriously so confused, and I wish there would be someone who could take all these decisions for me, but I know they can't and I'm going to have to do this...on my own. It's just scary to think that it might be just one year until I sit in a random hotel in Canada, browsing craigslist for room mates. Seriously :|

IT'S FUCKING HOT! I'm burning and it's hot all day and night. Everybody seems to be moving in slow motion and I feel like the hotness is making everything stand still.

Seriously. I am the only IB Bio HL Student at my school,, which is why I didn't have to take any IB exams this year. Well...I watched the SL'ers do what they had to, and I'm afraid. I've seen yelling, I've seen crying, and I"ve seen compulsive coffee drinking. I don't know how I'm ever gonna make it.. They had two exams this year, I'm gonna have 4 next year, while they have two. And the worst thing is that I won't be able to get the study guides from the net like they did.

Anybody have any advice?

I'm scared ._.

WiiWare launched today, and I'm so excited. Basically it let's you download original titles for the Wii. I'm downloading this really great trivia game right now, AND I'M ONLY MISSING 100 POINT TO GET THE FINAL FANTASY GAME!

I'll update later.